I am many things to many people. I am daughter, sister, aunt, wife, co worker, employee, bitch, thorn, friend, lover, enemy, riddle, witch, desire... many things. I don't mind the labels placed on me by others. They do not define me. They do not confine me.
I am many things to myself. I am a nun, lover, seeker, wanderer, lost, found, ... I am me and all the things that are me I can not name here. I can name a few things. I can be a little more specific in who I am, both to myself and to the world.
I am a Witch because that is the formula I use to direct the energies of my life. I am a spiritual being. I do not like being wrapped in flesh. I do not like taking care of this failing machine. I do it though because I must. I do long for the day though when I will find release and can roam at will among the stars.
I am a creator. I have painted, made jewelry, crocheted, crafted, written. Music drives me in this life. It is a fresh drink of water to my parched soul. I can sing for hours, or chant. I can not explain it really. Music unlocks my heart and soul to the world.
I am shadow. I cast out that which does not suit me. I walk away. I throw it down. I smash it. I slay my dragons with merry delight. I watch them die and then bathe in the blood while it is warm. I am dark and cold and scary when I need to be. Those are the times I am shadow. Pray you never see it.
I am lioness. I am pride mate, leader, follower, provider, protector. You want to see my shadow? Just mess with my pride, my pack. These folks are rare and growing more rare all the time. For them I would die, for them I would kill. My pride consists of old souls who follow old ways. They are few in the world and they call to me as surely as my ancestors do. I am theirs and they are mine. Be warned !
This is some of who I am. These things are the best and worst of me. If you don't like it then don't come back. If you see yourself reflected then you are a rare breed. If you don't think you know me anymore then odds are you never did. If you are meeting me for the first time, "Well met and mind the lions".
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RULES?
what are those?
you create your own rules..
you are good at influencing people who are just as broken as you are.
you hide your insecurities with mean words and toughness.
there will be others like you out there.
it's a world where everyone hates each other.
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ngayon ay kaarawan ng aking pinsan..
ang lahat ay masaya at nagpugay sa kanyang masayang kaarawan..
madaming nakalatag sa lamesa na kung anu-anong pagkain..
merong pansit.. meron kare-kare.. meron piriritong manok..
may sorbetes... may keyk... may sarsa parilya at marami pang iba..
ako'y nagtungo sa simbahan muna upang magmisa bago ako dumalo sa pagdiriwang ng kaarawan ng kuya kong pogi... hehe
nagbago na pala ngayon ang simbahan namin...
meron nang tumatalamsik na tubig galing sa itaas upang maibsan ang aming
init na nararamdaman...
sa una.. nagunita ko... ano ireng mga tubig na ire...
heheh at sinabi ng pinsan kong si che che na mapayat na ngayon..
"nuka ba te maling... ngayon mo lang nakita yan? pampapresko yan"
and i was "uhh.. ok!" then giggle... hahah
ooops.. im suppose to type tagalog words..
ulit ulit!! "aaaah..." at ako'y napahalinghing... hahaha
matapos ang misa... lahat kami'y lumabas at sumakay sa jeep pauwi..
madami kami... ngunit bago ang lahat... uminom pa pala ang mga kasama ko ng sago sa labas ng simbahan.. hehe
at nga pala... heheh habag nagbibigay ng kapayapaan ang bawat isa sa loob ng simbahan.. tinanguan ang tiya ellen ko nung isang lalakeng nde kilala...
at biglang humagikgik na sa tawa ang tiyahin ko...
hinde ko maubos maisip kung bakit bigla na lang sha napahagikgik...
at napayakap pa sakin sa sobrang tuwa... hahahah
o mabalik tayo sa masayang pagdiriwang...
kumain ako ng tinola at kare-kare at priritong manok..
shempre nde mawawala ang kanin..
nde ako mashado nakakain ng keyk dahil ubod sha ng tamis...
nde ako nakatikim ng sorbetes.. ewan ba bakit hinde ako kumuha..
errr...
umawit ng umawit ang lahat..
at ako'y kawawa sa isang tabi't nakatikom ang bibig...
hahah hilig ko ang pagkanta ngunit ako'y hindi nabiyayaan
ng kaaya-ayang boses...
kinalulungkot ko ang lahat..
pero sabi ng aking inay.. pagsasanay lang daw ang kailangan para makamit ang boses na mapagpapatibok ng puso ng bawat tao na makarinig
hahaha
matalinghaga bang mashado ang nasasaad ko sa ngayon gabi?!
sa tingin ko ito'y isa lang sa mga walang kalatoy latoy at walang katuturan kong artikulo..
errr
matalinghaga -- meaningful dba?! hahah nalito naman daw ako.. errrrr
im tired... and im not really makata... heheh
nahirapan ako sa bawat salitang aking nabitawan sa ngayon araw na ito..
wala akong litrato na ma-ibabahagi ngayon..
dahil mabagal daw mashado ang pagbukas ng aking sayt kaya lilimitahan ko na ng konti..
ngunit ito'y photoblog?! paano na ngayon?!
eheheh
il do what i want..
il still post pix here... hahaha
tatah!!
magandang gabi sa lahat...
mabuhay ang pelikulang pilipino...
haha
^_^
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went out today...
jeeeeez...
i went to bed early last night..
and my room was occupied so i slept downstairs..
i woke up feeling errrr..
my head hurts badly...
i wanted to cry but what is the use!?
tsk..
anyways.. i got up and had my breakfast..
me and tita ellen was eatin and she was tellin me stories
about engkantada and stuffs..
haaay... i want to look like a fairy from a fairy tale when i was young...
heheh the twinkling one... with a nice dress and a wing that looks sexy on me..
hahah just like this one...
by the way.. you could see 13 fairies in this pic.. hehe cool huh?
not this one?! hehehe its like a modern fairies..
heheh after the fairies stories..
she also shared things about her past suitors..
and why she did not have relationships before..
heheh
she said that her brothers always beat her admirers..
haha
my family is really a conservative one huh?!
she likes one guy around our neighborhood before but the guy is already married.. aaw...
she's a little jelous.. heheh and throws tantrums a lot..
but she's fully recovered now.. hehe
heheh after breakfast.. i went upstairs with ate ychay and we played with my fone..
and then i felt my headache again.. waaaaaaaah
i sleep again and woke up at around 9:30...
after 9:30...
i went to school and i met jo-phet and lira..
as always.. jo-phet was on time..
hahah the meeting time is 11 and she's already there ng mga 10:50...
jeeeez... hahaha
bet she's excited to see me... haha
i xerox my transcript and went inside...
after givin them our transcripts...
we went to Valenzuela General Hospital..
because i need to get the case numbr of the one minor case i assisted way back..
no luck... i did not able to get it... :(
i paid for the fares and gaaaaaaaawd... i shed 60 pesos already..
how can i play panchinco now!? hahah
anyways... we went to araneta square to give my kuya's celfone to paw..
but he's not there so i left it with his boss...
jeeeeez... i think i need to offer my fone to kuya na...
tsk hiya na ako e.. errr :(
anyways.. hirap pala sakay dun sa may araneta ng bus...
hahah the bus lira waved at stopped and we were obliged to run and commit jaywalking
hahah.. i ran faster than them... maybe because my legs were a little longer compare to them... hihi or maybe because i got scared because the manong were using his whistle to stop us.. "prrrrrrrrrrtt.." errr
after the run...
haaaaaay...
panchinco time and lunchtime and pix pix pix! hahah
oops by the way.. i forgot to snap a shot at one of the panchinco machine...
talo kasi ako e.. kya im not in the mood.. hehe
lira won a lot of times... dami dami nyang tokens..
inggit ako.. waaaaaah.. hehehe
but its fine.. nagsawa nga ako e.. heheh
Jo-PeTh --- hihi... our mommy... pero im her mom din.. gulo no?
LiRA --- the loudest and most brave girl i know.. heheh and walang hiya hiya sa knya.. hehehe ;)
HAHAHA... Jo-Peth wants my ice cream.. booohooohooo... heheh :)
me with jo-peth.. i dunno whats with the thank you.. heheh i guess she likes the tulip kya she used that border.. hehehe
me with lira.. she's so kikay tlga no? look at the earrings?! hehe yellow! vavooomskie... and she's the sexiest sa lahat ng friends ko.. haha
jo-peth---Me---LIRa heheh my amigas.. the adiktus magnus... by the way.. lira's the one who thaught me how to play the thingie... hahaha
the TrES MARiAS ulit.. heheh we dont want to part so we went to jollibee and had some cone twirl.. we don't want to eat much because we were so bloated hehe... we had lunch at tokyo tokyo and we ate so much we couldnt move after eating.. haha
a smoooch wit my favorite bear.. hehehe
my best pal at home.. heheh without this thing.. i can't transmit anything.. heheh i can't share some things to anyone.. heheh i just love my keyboard.. haha
cute baby.. hahah
look at his cheek?! his ba to or her?! dunno hahaha...
tatah!!!
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haha..
i always try hard to be creative and everything..
i want to be artistic..
i want to be unique..
i want to draw...
i want to paint..
but destiny did not allow me to excel in this field..
but im trying... heheh
atleast i have efforts..
righty?
last nyt i was deadbored so iv decided to draw something..
actually its an abstract art..
errr...
its not really good but the hell i care..
i like looking at my work because i know i did my best...
heheh atleast i tried..
right?!
heheh
here are the funny looking pieces of art..
nyahahah
uhmmm... sometimes when you stare at an abstract paintin... ya soon can see things.. things will popped out if your imaginative enough... but it also depends on the drawing.. well i stared at this thingie but jeeeeeeeeeez i did not see anything...
hahahha me?! with the wild imagination?! did not see any stuffs?! heheh i guess my drawing is not that good.. hehe
another art.. haha.. i used the colors black and white at first.. and then i started to notice that it's not getting any prettier so i messed with the other colors.. i know im not artistic or whatever but spare me... hahah i just love doing something.. hihi im trying to get over with my frustrations.. hihi
i planned drawing a whale.. but in the end.. the whale bacame a fish.. haha with scales on it... hihi... i tried puttin the abstract concept... it looks dumb!? but what the heck.. its an art.. hahah anything colored and anything graphical is an art... hihihi
this shot was taken yesterday at around 4am...
heheh i look abused here?! hahah
some fuckin asswart said i look seductive in here?!
errr... ofcourse not.. HELL no!! hihi
i can see a girl who took some laxative and wanting to go
to the bathroom to release some errrrrr.. hehehhe
*booooooooom*
wahahaha
well well... its still me... so admire it!! or else, il spank ya to death..
wahahhaha
oh well.. its a photo blog so expect to see pictures here?! heheh
picture with my babelovecutiepie.. its a bit blurry because i used only a phonecamera... oopsie.. look how cute my baby is?! hihi.. i kiss her on the nose all the time.. i know its dirty but its fine.. i hate saliva.. not dirt.. hihi
btw her nose is always cold.. hahah
we still have 4 dogs... brando.. tisay... jack and jill..
heheh imma post their pics ayt?! :)
BRANDO --- i think he's bading.. hahah
TisAY --- with green eyes.. heheh she's cool.. she's masungit kay brando... still a sphincter..
JILL --- with green eyes.. heheh she looks like a monster huh?! hahah dunno why.. maybe because of the hair...
rufff... heheh jack at the tindahan... hehe
JACK --- the super sungit dog.. he looks big huh?!
BABY --- by the way her name is fluffy hehe.. and she is the mom of the two pups.. jack and jill.. :)
JACK --- basa ilong!? ahahaha.. i can't kiss his nose cuz he's so masungit.. errr i hate this dog.. he barks at me all the time.. i think he thinks im some pork.. hahah
me with my sister! hahah ya thought im the only autistic at home?! yer wrong... wahahahha :)
by the way you can post comments or criticisms.. hahah
thanks for dropping by...
waste of time huh?!
hahaha
:) tsup mwah
oh by the way my friend kristoferson wants to show off his drawing..
heheh he angrily said... "put my drawing in your blog damn it!!!" haha
actually he said he drew this thing for me...
at first i dint believe that he made the image..
but in the end i started to believe kasi nagdrama na sha.. wahahah
nice work sonskie.. its beautiful... :)
no more... zero.. nada... hihi
nxt time ayt?! :)
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I am a Virgo.
(Also known as "Virgin")
My Horroscope starts like this:
" Virgos posess all the charm of an rhinoceros and the brains of a rabbit. They are petty and greedy, annoying and argumentative. Virgos' lack of knowledge and imagination makes them unberable for colleagues and difficult for family. " (Read more | Find yours)
whoah!! am i really like this?! naaaaah.. i dont think so..
hahah im such an angel... grrr
this is all a LIE!!! LIAR!!! grrr.. hahhaa
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